I am not yet ready to come back [Update]


Why I didn't complete the stories I started? Why didn't I write anything new? Because I wrote a book
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I had this idea for some time to write a book, I also had the material for years. So considering that I tried to write the story here and I actually thought I could do it more justice if it had a longer format and it would be a great first step to take towards one of my dreams. So this September 22nd be ready for the first book. Trapped: Autumn. I will have more updates at the start of September.

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